I don't know how to start this but hope to end this post nicely.
I thought I would have no problem finding love for the second time. I thought I can carry this by myself. I thought it was easy to handle such relationship. Just when I thought I had everything and now I'm practically losing it.
Or is just a simple "I THOUGHT"???
January 20 is our 18 MONTHSARY. I waited so much for his call; seconds, minutes, hours and days no call coming from him.
Then suddenly phone rings and I hurried to receive the call. I thought he was the one calling but apparently the call is intended for my mom.
I want to scream and shout let my anguish be gone.
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I need someone to talk to!!!!! Please???????
Suddenly somebody opens the door and walks towards me. Both are with teary eyed and I embrace him then slap him. I slapped him because I THOUGHT IT WAS OVER.
But again, thanks GOD all is just my thoughts. Thoughts that drive me crazy.
(Just missing each other after the BIG FIGHT.)