TIME TO SUCCUMB

There's no healing we need pressure.

I shall not succumb to temptation. Is trying to resist evil and soon after, the guilt is there to feel me what I've done is extremely bad.

I don't want this, committing the mistakes over and over again.  Yes, it challenges me and hold me accountable. I struggled so much to fight it but it ended me questioning myself, am I bad?

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However, I started to realize that having this kind of problem with your partner is just normal and need not to have self pity and inner struggle.  Communicating is the KEY here.

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That sometimes even if we are committed to someone, we still need to have our own decisions.

I must submit the desire that I have. I can't think of a day having this kind of struggle.  But I believe that TIME will come and I don't have to repeat the mistakes again.

Please PRAY for me been trying so hard though its seriously damage my LIFE and it is a problem that I can't ignore.

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TOO MANY WALLS

So many hindrances and so little time.  Why are there so many obstacles in our LIFE?

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I know these are common to us. Someone will say, spices of life.  But why they exist NOBODY KNOWS.

Live your LIFE to the fullest.  Love the man whom you trust.  We have to roll with the situation at hand.  Even it hurts you have to understand that it has a meaning, never to stop loving that person.  This is actually true, in my case I learn to understand that life is like a book with so many chapters and pages.  Some seem to stop at a difficult chapter not knowing that there is a better chapter ahead.  Maybe that is why there are TOO MANY WALLS around us, it is because we are all TESTED?

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THIS IS LIFE.  Many Obstacles. Many Walls. But we have to go over it and be MORE STRONGER because nothing in the world is worth having or worth doing unless it means effort, or pain and difficulty!