22 Monthsary, Still Getting Stronger

Just this morning as I open my Facebook account a message from my beloved boyfriend pops in and I am happy reading his message.

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MIGUEL Luv u
MIGUEL Happy 22....

Love really begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. Don't worry, it begins again with a text!!

Celebrating our 22 now!  A beautiful message could definitely bring a smile in our partner's face. Even if we're living apart, technology has made it very easy for us to continue our communication.  Keeping in touch  truly opened our doors to express our feelings and thoughts to one another.

I really miss him, how I wish to watch the sunrise with him until the sunset of our life.  

Someday we will be together, 12 months in a year...30 days in a month..7 days in a week...24 hours in a day...60 minutes an hour...mixed with happiness, faith, wisdom, understanding, a pint of hope and a handful of loved topped with lots of smile and happiness with him alone.

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Happy 22th Monthsary Palabz.  

I love you more.

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT

Give a man love, and he will be happy for a time. Teach a man how to love, and he will have joy through all eternity.

I don't know how to start this but hope to end this post nicely.

I thought I would have no problem finding love for the second time.  I thought I can carry this by myself.  I thought it was easy to handle such relationship.  Just when I thought I had everything and now I'm practically losing it.

Or is just a simple "I THOUGHT"???

January 20 is our 18 MONTHSARY.  I waited so much for his call; seconds, minutes, hours and  days no call coming from him.

Then suddenly phone rings and I hurried to receive the call. I thought he was the one calling but apparently the call is intended for my mom.

I want to scream and shout let my anguish be gone.

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I need someone to talk to!!!!!  Please???????

Suddenly somebody opens the door and walks towards me.  Both are with teary eyed and I embrace him then slap him. I slapped him because I THOUGHT IT WAS OVER.

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But again, thanks GOD all is just my thoughts.  Thoughts that drive me crazy.

(Just missing each other after the BIG FIGHT.)