JUST WHEN I THOUGHT

Give a man love, and he will be happy for a time. Teach a man how to love, and he will have joy through all eternity.

I don't know how to start this but hope to end this post nicely.

I thought I would have no problem finding love for the second time.  I thought I can carry this by myself.  I thought it was easy to handle such relationship.  Just when I thought I had everything and now I'm practically losing it.

Or is just a simple "I THOUGHT"???

January 20 is our 18 MONTHSARY.  I waited so much for his call; seconds, minutes, hours and  days no call coming from him.

Then suddenly phone rings and I hurried to receive the call. I thought he was the one calling but apparently the call is intended for my mom.

I want to scream and shout let my anguish be gone.

                                                    photo credit: the|G|™ via photopin cc

                                             

I need someone to talk to!!!!!  Please???????

Suddenly somebody opens the door and walks towards me.  Both are with teary eyed and I embrace him then slap him. I slapped him because I THOUGHT IT WAS OVER.

  photo credit: Auzigog via photopin cc

But again, thanks GOD all is just my thoughts.  Thoughts that drive me crazy.

(Just missing each other after the BIG FIGHT.)

TOO MANY WALLS

So many hindrances and so little time.  Why are there so many obstacles in our LIFE?

photo credit: miuenski via photopin cc 

I know these are common to us. Someone will say, spices of life.  But why they exist NOBODY KNOWS.

Live your LIFE to the fullest.  Love the man whom you trust.  We have to roll with the situation at hand.  Even it hurts you have to understand that it has a meaning, never to stop loving that person.  This is actually true, in my case I learn to understand that life is like a book with so many chapters and pages.  Some seem to stop at a difficult chapter not knowing that there is a better chapter ahead.  Maybe that is why there are TOO MANY WALLS around us, it is because we are all TESTED?

photo credit: mugley via photopin cc 

THIS IS LIFE.  Many Obstacles. Many Walls. But we have to go over it and be MORE STRONGER because nothing in the world is worth having or worth doing unless it means effort, or pain and difficulty!